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This is mostly for memes. =.= So if you don't enjoy bickering/ranting/chatting with me about random topics, I don't think this is the right place for you ;D

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omfg. at first i was a bit bleh, because the animation, although clear and pretty seemed so stiff and unnatural when the characters moved. but the story (and the magic) plus the soundtrack (reminded me of ireland) kept me watching and wow. at the end, finally some real magic happened and i was blown away :D

i'm so going to keep my eye on this one. ^^

so, those of you who actually read this post xd (if there are any) and are also interested in anime, here's the deal:

i finally got my laptop back and it's prettier and quicker than ever, oooh yeah baby. it's getting groovier and groovier :D

today i missed two classes because of effing period... i'm very sure that thing was the devil's idea. if she exists. (i like the idea of a female devil. makes me feel more spiffen~... congrats to whoever understands what i mean by that).

BROTHER returned from military training (it's obligatory more or less here, although they don't take in a lot of guys because of health issues and whatnot >.> my brother didnt WANT to go and they took him... those bastards!). and now i have to sleep on the couch. i can't wait for his holiday to end. GET YER ASS BACK TO THE MILITARY, YE PUNK. i want my (in this case YER) bed back. because mine is lumpy and stuff. plus it has like totally been taken over by ze kitten. full of its toys and hair and skin disease and stuff.

AND THIRDLY.

wtf, jaebom left 2pm? ... how the mighty have fallen. sometimes i really really really wonder why i like koreans. like REALLY. but i guess it's just the music i love and some of the artists. cause the fans are like... wtfcrazyassbitches (yes, even the male fans. they're bitches too.) and of course i'm not counting in EVERBODY, i'm sure there are still some sane people there left. although they seem to be in the minority D:

and so. today's rant is over. finished. FINITO.

tbc? i think not. WEEKEND. anime time~~~~~~. BAAAAAAAAAAAASQUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASH!!!!

-caddunk.

speshul message to a very speshul person: mrs. M ye still want icons and wallpapers and stuff? cause i can make more :D as an apology for missing your birthday ._. i have some daniel radcliffe wallpapers! 8D ... altho why would you want those i have no idea XD i consider them spiffen~ though. ^^

-I HAD MY FIRST SICK DAY.

AND THUS... IT BEGINS.

our school is so perverted. gay jokes are so popular. freaking playback was full of young guys rubbing against each other... half-nekkid. unfortunately i was too busy laughing my ass off to enjoy the glorious view of one of my classmate's hot bod all shiny and wearing only his undies XD. but yes. it was fun. the camp thing. remember that? last year i was like utterly terrified of it. this year it was much more fun :) let's hope next year, when it's our last, we'll totally rock the place! that's unlikely to happen though...

i am so behind on writing. and i have no idea what's going on in my fandoms. i'm afraid to check out my friends pages. afraid. scared. horrified. TERROR IS RISING.

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i have a kitten.

well not really. i have to give it away.

but for now i have him.

rejoice.

tbc? (lolwhut -dies.)

Junpei Kōsaka is a second-year high school student who despises cats and has an allergy to them. It just so happens that his high school crush is Kaede Mizuno, a girl who adores cats. One day, while walking home from school, Junpei kicks an empty can and unfortunately beans the local neko-jizō-sama (guardian deity of cats). He finds he can now understand what cats are saying, including his family's own ill-tempered cat, Nyamusasu. However, if he does not grant 100 wishes from cats, he will turn into cat himself.

Since I'm such a kittyfan, I just might watch it when it comes out~. I'll give it a chance but romantic comedies have seriously let me down before, so I'm not hoping for anything much.

tagged by sakura_tears  who is awesome because she crosses her sevens ;D

( meme♥meme♥meme )

bvalkon 
whom i adore with all my heart :D


( the godforsaken meme )

I finally saw it today and ohmg, I had forgotten how hot Johnny Depp is X______X Srsly, when he smacked someone around or fired with his gun I was like drooling all over the place. And when he cried! OMFG WHEN HE CRIED. D: It made me go 'aw', 'omfghestilllookssohot' and 'he'smakingmecrytoo' all at the same time XD confusing... but fun.

And damn, there were so many male actors in this move that I admire. Christian Bale, David Wenham, Giovanni Ribisi and Billy Crudup!

Even though the movie had a wonderful cast, interesting dialogues and it was also well shot and edited... :/ It was a bit of a disappointment. Too much focus on all the gunfights and whatnot xD Would have loved more focus on Dillinger's life story... Oh well. I still enjoyed it for the eyecandy XD

( 3pics of Johnny )

I drew! :D Yay!

My first time with colorpencils. I usually just use the ordinary... uh gray ones, don't know how you call them, we say HARILIK 8D ... which means Usual. o.o lol 'one usual please.' -shot-

where was i.

OH.

i drew 3 pics. 2 fail!junsus-one that doesnt look like him and one that looks like a 50yearold vers. of him.

and one pic that im actually satisfied with, considering this is my first time using colors.

( I give you... Micky Myung- No, Micky Yoochun XD )

... that this feeling of 'not writing' will disappear once I get a full night's rest. Lately all I want to do is just dance until I break ... And I can't sleep normally at nights. And then finally when I have to do something, I feel like I'm about to collapse ... Aish. Pointless. Pathetic. I need a good spanking beating.

This feeling of fucking loneliness just never disappears.

And it gets worse when Liisu sends me messages or when Molly comes online or when I chat with Olesia or when Emily actually says 'hi'. They're all so dear to me and the fact that I can't see them hurts.

...I need more real friends. Someone I can actually meet face to face.

Too bad I just suck at socialising.

Well, today's emoing is over now. Thank you for reading.

:)




I've been standing alone
And you've been dancing tonight away (Dance the night away)
You've been moving so slow
I wanted to move the same way (Move the same way)
Oh yea
People like us use their bodies
Like exploding weapons wired
Never excusing while we're standing
As we dance tonight away

Believe in what you want again
Just don't let it take you
And just don't let them take you

and now i'm stuck home... watching Karin, the anime and reading Ivanhoe by Walter Scott (i think that was his name :/) ... BUT LUCKILY.... tinseltown16 posted a couple of fun thinguses on her lj and so i got myself a fun 15minutes of procrastination! thank you tinneh!

( sexy name decoder? )

http://www.myspace.com/afraidofeverest

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THIS YEAR'S MOST HORRIBLE EVENT, SMT I HAVE FEARED EVER SINCE LAST YEAR, WHEN I FIRST HEARD OF IT...

It's done, it's finished.

And I got a 5 for it!!! I'm so happy ;______;

For those of you that are actually interested in what it was, it was a speech xD Our class had it as ... well, some kind of finals I guess. We had speech theory during this period and to pass the course we needed to make a speech ourselves -______- 5 minutes of hell...

BUT IT WASNT BAD AT ALL 8DDDDDDDDD

I spoke about eating disorders.... and so did like 10 other people ¬.¬ But luckily our speeches didn't have MANY similarities XD

And the judges aka three teachers and the principle... xD They were kinda cool~ ^^

SO.

Now I can finally relax. Summer is almost here, and I have NOTHING to worry about anymore. I dont have to do the transmittance(or whatever, I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY THESE THINGS IN ENGLISH XD) exam, because I got 5th-6th place in the english olympiad... again, smt i dont know how to say in english. At least I know, there will be one person who will understand what I'm talking about (OLESUUUU, KINDRED SPIRIT!!! XD)

and well. the remaining period/course/semester, however u wanna call it. should be easypeasy. literature and history will be the main things, i'll be focusing on. aaaand chemistry, well im kinda above average in that xD so shouldnt be a problem~~~

JUST NEED TO ATTEND THE CLASSES D8

must. not. get. sick.

ANYWAY.

HWAITING TO dongbang_sarang  WHO IS ALSO ON HER WAY TO GETTING RID OF THE BLOCKAGE AND TO BEING FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~ <333333333


and molly!? WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU D8< I SWEAR TO GOD, IF UR DEAD ILL KILL YOU. ;__________;

well, Olesu posted her camwhoring, who am I to fall behind!? XD

Warning: heavily disturbing images... mostly because I'm on them ¬.¬ And the reappearance of Han Geng the panda! XD




( Beware~ )

As usual, I will be breaking the rules and won't tag anyone this time. BUT. If you're my friend D8< And you have read this D8< And you haven't done this before D8< I expect great things from you in the near future (aka do the meme, for me? pwetty please *blinks her shiny eyes*)

<3 Tagged by my newest lj pal, reya13 

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 21 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Crush by Garbage (Um... CRUSH. CRUSH. CRUSH. lol, the actual song isn't like that ¬.¬ But still... I'm not that creepy *whiney* D8)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Angry Angel by Imogen Heap (LOL, ME? AN ANGEL? HAH! NOT ON YOUR NINNY!)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Good Times Gona by Nickelback (So wait, I prefer the elderly type, whose best years are behind them? AS IF. THIS MEME IS GOING SO WRONG XDDDD)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Walk Away From The Sun by Seether (the next lyrics are: and kill everyone. So I guess, I'm not feeling well o.o)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
One by DBSK (Ahem. To be #1? Or... to find my #1? Gosh, so confusing @___@)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Hide And Seek by Imogen Heap (LOL, SEEK ME IF YOU CAN 8D)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Broken by Seether feat. Amy Lee ( o.o OK, I know that's not true ¬.¬ At least, I think that's not true o.o)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Magnificent by U2 (Oh, well... That's flattering. =))

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
My Page by Xiah Junsu (Um, you know the titles should be the answers, but I think in this case. The artist is the answer XDDD)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
My People by The Presets (lol, whut? XD I only have 4 'my peeps'? Now that's just sad -____-)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I Am A Slave For You by Britney Spears (THIS IS TOTALLY MISLEADING. SHE IS MY SLAVE! MINE! D8<)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Next To Nothing by Breaking Benjamin (So true... *goes emo*)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
One And Only You by Parokya ni Edgar (So... I wanna be YOU? That's... unsettling)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Style by Hirai Ken (LOL. Stylish, yo!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Purple Line by TOHOSHINKI (OMG ROFL. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHA~)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Stay Tonight by Matchbook Romance (LOL, ironic. If I'm already gone, how can I stay @___@)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
TrickSTAR by Nightmare (lol, a trickstEr then? o.o maybe~)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
Vampire by The TRAX (AS IF. I LOVE THEM. I'D GLADLY JOIN THEM. BITE ME, OH MIGHTY BITER!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
To Love Is To Fight by Moon Hee Jun (Um. Biggest Secret? Unlikely ¬.¬)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Daydream by Gone Baby Gone (Actually, I'm craving for ice cream o.o)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Animals by Nickelback (XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. TRUE. <3)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
HUG International Version (English) by DBSK


Well, this was enlightening... Not really, but oh well.

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